Dear Robert, sorry for the delay in my response. Initially, I decided to live out of anger. I was angry at God, I was angry at people and I was angry at myself. I didn’t want to live in a world where everybody including myself was horrible and petty, in a world where nothing mythic and noble exists. I decided that I would turn myself into a mythic being like in the stories that I used to read when I was a kid. I felt that if I could prove that one mythic being can exist, and it’s not all just stupid kids stories, then more can exist. To find out more, read my first book, A Mythic Voyage, where I tell the whole story in detail. A big hug, Mikis